Opposition Tsunami

Well fuck. Right now the overwhelming feeling of apathy and disrespect are breaking out our windows like a Tsunami. I hate it. I'm one person in a house full, and the only feelings I can control are mine. That sucks big time! My husband is so concerned over laundry that he doesn't care about the amazing meal I cooked (all homemade, nothing from a box!), totally consumed with his new boat, and doesn't give a shit that our children are mouthy little brats.

Speaking of the mouthy little brats, whom I do love dearly and would lay down my life for, hate helping around the house...even though most of the mess is theirs. Don't eat any sort of meat unless it is processed (which really isn't even meat then is it!?!). And think Sponge Bob is a good role model, even though I forbid watching him in our house. Thank you Dad & Grandma for breaking this rule every time I'm out of the house!!

Excuse me for venting, I truly hate to sound like a whiner. I get to stay at home, which my daughter has told me IS NOT a job. I get limited outside interaction with real adults. And think daily about running away. Although who can I tell without them thinking I'm crazy because outside looking in I'm sure it looks like the happy little family. Well fuck.

And excuse my language, I don't usually drop the f-bomb...but I'm bursting at the seams. Literally. I hate that I'm trying to make a change for the better for all of us and I meet nothing but opposition. And to anyone who says staying at home is not a job and is a piece of cake, as Daffy Duck would say, "WAKE UP YOU'RE DREAMING!"

The sticks on this camel's back are just piling up. One of these days my back might just break!
I apologize for the rambling and back and forth but as I said before this is just venting, so of course it's not going to make sense, but I do feel so much better!!